Sloppy or Neat ? What am I ??

So I have to be honest I'm literally in the middle because I start out neat but always ends sloppy I try my best because neat is better and keeps me on track and I always know where things are. Until the sloppy hits, you start to see me slack off and be lazy not having a care in the world throwing things in every direction. Finally it gets to the point where I can't find a thing not even my shoes and I know its time to clean, or when I start taking the wrong books to class.The structure of the story helps me with the structure of my essay, by not having to have one paragraph all about similarities and another on differences. Widening the verity of how I can write it. Which I kind of like and helps out a lot in the end... Well for me that is.